when kings go off to war

i know i don't want in my head in my heart in my mind in my soul in my thoughts in my feelings in my right mind i would never want. i know i don't want but i want. i want. i want more than anything for the moment. for the moment i want not in my head or my heart or my mind or my soul or my thoughts or feelings or in my right mind but i want and that's all. all i am is what i want and i want what i don't. all i am what i don't want and that is all i want right now for the moment that is all i am is what i don't want. i don't want it at all inside of me pressing down on me i don't want it even near me i don't want to want it but i want it and it's what i don't want to want what i want what i don't what at all with everything in me i don't want to want. i don't want to want this i don't want to want like this. i want to want what i want the way i want what i don't want. i want to want what i want the way i want what i don't want. i want to want what i want. i want to want what i want.